At the age of fifteen and when started working the only way she felt comfortable was hiding behind her mask of disguises, wearing makeup, false eyelashes, wigs and hairpieces. Not Wanting to be seen, the funny thing is she stood out like a sore thumb. She didn't realize this is what she was doing she was masking. Girls of her age didn't wear wigs, eyelashes and all that make up. She became a chameleon, a good actress and starting to understand why she was like she was writing her novels it gave her insight and knowledge it was quite remarkable.

      People who know her have seen her at her place of business smiling and giving hugs, that is if her clients would like her to. She always wants people to feel cared for and loved, she always wants to see the best in everyone.  for  being so sensitive wanting to protect and having empathy and to see the best in them. She also has to stand up for what she believes in, she was brought up that way and having her syndrome she has to be honest. When you have experienced evil and bad people and having aura as she likes to call her autism, having an antenna that reaches far and wide.  She's met and knows there are wolves dressed in sheep’s clothing, you are a target for these disgusting men, who want that control and it has nothing to do with sex. Being sexually molested at the age of five by her cousin who a lot older then her. She had no idea or memory of this happened to her till later in life. In 1988 before her child was born she had a nervous breakdown and the doctor put her on medication. She became suicidal, she didn’t know she was pregnant at the time, she won’t go into that story right now. After her son was born she was watching a lot of television about sex abuse, cults and terrible satanic rituals all this information was coming out. It seemed to be on all the tv stations and talk shows, Geraldo, Oprah, Donahue and Sally Jessy Raphiael. She couldn’t stop watching, causing her extreme anxiety, she kept crying, became agitated and it didn’t make sense. She called her auntie in England, her mother’s twin, after all she was a clairvoyant and had many clients come to see her. She was extremely good at her craft and she had been living with her before coming to Canada, that’s another story. Would she be able to help her?

When talking and explaining to her auntie and why was she feeling this way? Her aunt revealed when her cousin was staying with them her mother had suspicions that something wasn’t right and wanted him gone. Unfortunately her dad wouldn’t listen and he stayed longer because of her father’s decision. He was weird and her mom was feeling very uncomfortable around him. Later she told her she started wetting the bed, then this happened. The girl she played with from school they were placed together in class with another girl who was also a slow learner. Her cousin became friends with her brother when her mother heard through the grapevine her parents had called the police. The reason why their daughter had been interfered with that’s what they called it back then. Her cousin was shipped back to Scotland, her mother knew he was bad news. In her day not knowing any better it was swept under the carpet that’s how they dealt with those problems. That's what happened in churches,  priests were sent to other congregations to be able to offend  again and again. Even when a child would tell they where not believed, how could a man of God do such a thing? That was distressful to come up with that nonsense and the child would be punished. They had no clue how it affected a child’s spirit and being a working class family you wouldn’t have known any better not being educated in that area. Then it's forgotten buried it was dead never to be mentioned again, now changing the subject. Her mother having a flair for fashion dressed her children extremely well, in hand me down clothes from jumble sales and her children always looked tidy and clean and well put together. Her auntie would also make dresses and knit her niece cardigans and jumpers which you call sweaters here in Canada, she even bought her a pair of bally slipper for her birthday. Now getting back to her cousin, he started visiting the family later down the road and to find out he married a woman with four children. He was pedophile, there she said it and later she had more proof.  She would have to get out of the house and  didn’t know why she felt like she did, felt panic and unbelievable overwhelming feeling she couldn’t control and understand. But you see your inner being, your subconscious knows the truth. She does remember before that happened with her cousin, her uncle the first time putting her to bed he terrified her, yes he was a wolf in sheep’s clothing. She was such a sensitive child and he would scare the living daylights out of her and because of his cruel behaviour. She was petrified of the dark and would have panic attacks and afraid of her own shadow. 

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    Writing her novels has been extremely therapeutic and putting all the dots together and why did her uncle do that to her?  It’s to do with having power over another person, they get off terrifying the weak and defenseless and where does that come from? Their own experiences of course and learned he went to boarding school and some horrible things can happen there. He also became a Freemason and there are bad and good in every organization. What she had discovered doing her own research to get accepted and reach a certain status some rituals and evil things can occur. She has no idea what status her uncle  achieved, she knew he wasn't what he made out to be. Now listen to this, her uncle became a director of children’s homes, running one in the South London and then another in the North of England. Where do these men go? Where there are vulnerable children, the innocent ones. Because who are they going to tell of these people in sheep’s clothing?  These men are cowards hiding their perversions and wicked ways wanting to feel power, doesn’t that make sense? But they are not powerful,  they are creepy disgusting monsters pretending to be this wonderful person. They come across so charming, they have to be psychopaths to ever be able to abuse a child physically, mentally or sexually and it doesn’t bother them. If you don’t believe this is true please go and investigate about Jimmy Savile, he was one of the most notorious evil demons and got away with it. WHY?  Because he had friends in high places and was friends with the Royals, people kept quiet they knew nothing would be done, he was protected. If someone spoke out they would be shutdown or worse, done away with, an accident could occur or they'd committed suicide. That’s one way of keeping people silent, like the Clintons, Epstein and Maxwell scandals everyone knew in Hollywood it was the biggest open secret and no one spoke up. Till the Epstein scandal came out people thought that was a conspiracy but it wasn’t, was it? It was true. Did Epstein kill himself? No because the Clintons were involved then you know what happens then, crickets.