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Is the government still hiding
information from us? 

The Story that Revealed Willowbrook's Horrors


Mothers do know what's best for their child when they listen to their intuition. That's what she did all those years ago, she had to, to save her son. She knew there was something wrong he wasn't the same little boy anymore. What went wrong?  Your Intuition

What Is More Important
Than Love~Family & Friends


 Doris Rapp's Book


These are the major symptoms of potentially unrecognized allergies. Does your child suffer from any of the following?

• Allergic Nose Rub • Eye Circles • Red Ears • Red Cheeks • Eye Wrinkles • Aggression • Lack of Alertness • Mottled Tongue •

This is what she did to help her son and could relate to what a lot of these parents were sharing. Finding out about Dr. Brouse and went to his clinic in Oregon this was back in 1992.  Thank goodness she used her intuition.  This put them on the road to good health. It didn't happen overnight a lot of stress and learning as much as she could. I didn't help many a person didn't believe in what she was doing. Being strong willed she pushed through like always. She does believe autism spectrum like Asperger's does run in some families. This is why you need to find out what children are more susceptible and have a compromised immune system when vaccines are involved.

 Doris Rapp On


Her son was a wonderful surprise and before this happened the stress she endured was overwhelming, she had no idea she was pregnant.  When she found out it was a great relief but what she had experienced before this happening and had no understanding she was carrying a child.

    She was very determined to find help for her son. She happened to be watching Oprah and the Donahue Show with Doris Rapp talking about food allergies and how certain foods can cause some of these children to react and showed videos. Milk was one of them and like her son he was reacting to dairy. She was glued to the tv and wanted to know more and bought her book. Why are there so many children with food and peanut allergies some with other terrible side effects after being vaccinated? She didn't connect it to the vax back but knows it has a lot to do with toxins. She was also introduced to
Shaklee, by this lady call Shirley and got all the toxic cleaners out of their house and started supplementing. Like always prayed for guidance and Shirley telling her about this doctor who had helped her child without medication. She was able to take the drug free approach and thank God for her she did. In desperation she couldn't stand another day longer seeing her child suffering and went to see him in Oregon, United States of America. She doesn't know how she did it but was being guided and were there for two weeks.  Blood work, hair analysis, RAST test she decided to have all the test done as well she needed help and learned many things from this doctor. .  

It was a long process but never gave up and found other solutions as well. Not getting the support at the time but had to carry on. She was extremely resilient she had to be for her gift from God he had given her this beautiful child. This was something deep in her soul, The Heart~ Soul connection and was being guided by her Faith, Angels and God's Love. She was extremely blessed and going with her sixth sense. Her doctor here supported her decision not to get his last shot before starting school. There were many who didn't agree with her and what she was doing. She didn't care what others thought she went with her instincts. That little voice inside her head was telling her.  The reason why? They were not living her life. So when you criticize someone, remember they may be doing the right thing for themselves or their family. She was never a follower, always did it her way even if it meant she didn't fit in. She was used to being ostracized and bullied at school and for some reason the girls were the worst. You know what that does? It will build up your character the strength within learning you can get through anything because it will pass. Fighting the bully at school that taught her a lesson never give into bullies because really they are cowards as she found out. 

You can carry on no matter what and learned you can't go along with the crowd just to fit in. You have to fight for your child or children because if you do not then who will? She completely understands why people are followers, they want to be liked and not lose their so called friends. A friend would never do that, as her mother taught her daughter as a child. They would respect the other person's decision, not put them down by bullying them into submission, wanting control. Learning she's empath she cannot be around people like that, energy vampires sucking the life out of her.  When you know you are on the right path your intuition will tell you and then there is nothing to fear. Having Faith, God's Love guiding her all the way. She was totally focused and correct in what she was doing for her family all those years ago. As the saying goes the proof is in the pudding and her son is not on any medication. Doing very well in something he loves and passionate about and extremely good at his craft. Amen 💕🙏🏽

Episode 1-Covid Truth Overcoming 
Censorship and Media Misinformation

SunBeams MoonBeams

There has been research the heart carries negative emotions deep in your soul. That's why in the 90s she chose to turn her stress and negative responses around her into a positive. No one was going to stop her. She was going to do everything in her power to help her child and she took the natural approach and listened to motivational speakers. In 2000 learned Reiki it was one of the best things she ever did for her soul. It started to heal her heart and changed many emotions, bring with it. Peace, Love ~Tranquility~ Harmony~ Serenity. It changed her in many ways even her husband saw a difference in her . He decided to learn Reiki
Why It's so important For a Child
To Be Nurtured and Loved
They are a Gift From God
SunBeam MoonBeams

Others have to understand because it hasn't happened to your child doesn't mean other children are not suffering. There are to many coincidence to look the other way.  


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From Mitochondria to Music: Integrative Neurological Care for Autism (Part 1)  Magnificent Minds: The New Whole-Child 


Hans Asperger's she learned later why

she didn't like that name Asperger's 

She calls her syndrome AURA! 

What's so Wonderful and knows she is unique and likes it that way.  She calls her Syndrome, AURA She's Highly Focused on what's Important to her and likes to know the truth not spin, hype or lies.  As a little girl  she was quite a stubborn child and asking her mummy many, many questions. Wanting to know about everything having an inquisitive mind. Her mother answering each and everyone of them because she wanted to know why mummy, why?

Not Able To Read When Leaving School
Finding Out Later She Was Dyslexic. 

& Had This Syndrome She Likes To Call
Aura. Being
Visual Thinking in Pictures
Draw Picture Stories when young. Loves Sharing
Bringing About This Beautiful Website With Love. 
Colourful, Images, Videos & Information
 Childhood Trauma 

The Energy We Have Within Us ~What Our
Thoughts Can Tell Us~ Looking Inside Ourselves~ 
We Are In Control of Our Destiny~  God's Love, 
Protecting, Guiding Us~On Our Journey
Till The Very End Then Looping Again
A Poem To Her
Mum Passing On 

 Knowledge is Power  Having The Knowing Like
Her Mother Took Her On This Journey And  She
 Became The Woman She Needs to Be. Amen 💕🙏🏽

Sending~ Faith~ Hope~ God's Love From the
Bottom of  Her Heart  She Knows She's Authentic,
Unique Cares About the Human Race Especially

Autistic Children Because She knows How
They Feel and Can Be Misled. If They Do
Not Have The Right Guidance and Love.

God Bless Canada~America &  Friends
All Around The World. 

This was Amazing, another sign

 An Email Appeared That Morning

This is amazing, she was going through a very hard time, crying what happens she shuts down and can sabotage herself. But like always she learns something from her experiences. My goodness she prayed and meditated for guidance that night. When she went on her emails that morning she was blown away. This email was looking right back at her. She knows it was there to remind her she had a mission and not to give up on her dreams as her mom would say. She couldn’t believe this was an old email going back many years ago. Her mom passed in 2007 she went through a difficult time back then. As always she turns it around to a positive. Here's the email she saw and  had a website back then helping others who were interested in knowing more about the drug free approach. She started a non profit called MAUDES to raise money for autistic children.  (Children At Risk here in Ottawa). She has to thank her brother in law Gilles, his wife Jay who's now in heaven, a beautiful soul an amazing mother and wife and friend. She was dearly loved by many and came to her in her dream. 

The band Good2Go helped to raise money that evening for Children At Risk. Their second Annual fundraiser  At  Zaphod's 

Unfortunately she had a very bad experience it was devastating what she went through. Mentally, Physically and Emotionally, how could she trust and took her website down.

This is The Email She Saw


Dear Marsha.


I would love for you to keep in touch with me.  I'm happy that our website has helped you in some way, that's the reason I put this website together so parents can see that even though our son was diagnosed he has done some amazing things. 


 We never gave up, it can be very difficult there are things we went through with our son that I didn't put on the website. Go with your intuition no one can love their child as much as a mother, I'm not saying fathers don't love their children it's just that bond with a mother and child.


 When you have a special needs child because of the stress unfortunately there are a lot of divorces. Also it's usually the mother that seeks the help for their child that's what I had to do. When no one would listen to me,  I took it into my own hands and went to Oregon, this was in 1992. When you carry your baby for nine months and you feel in your heart that something is wrong you will go to the ends of the earth. I know I did.


Do you go to the Asperger's support group? We will be going in January to talk to anyone who is interested in what we have been doing,  if you would like to phone me I would be very happy to talk with you. I know how hard it can be. Please take care, God only give us things that we can handle and makes us stronger. I have cried so many tears and with my mother who passed away not that long ago it been a sad time for me she told me don't ever give up on my dream and purpose in wanting to reach out and help others.  Doing what I'm doing is helping me to get through these sad times.  My faith and with God's love has always helped me through these heartfelt moments..


                                                 God Bless, Love

Sent: Tuesday, November 20, 2007 5:49 PM
Subject: Asperger/ADHD son

> Hi, 
> I have just been to your website and have sat here with tears streaming
> down. My son was diagnosed as ADHD when he was four. It has only been
> since this summer that they are throwing around an Asperger or HFA diagnoses.
> The doctor wants to change him to the applied courses but I don't think this
> will help. He understand but has trouble with written (essays) work. Short  answer and multiple choice is fine. I want to thank you for putting this information out there. I hope you do not mind if I e-mail you more.
> Marsha



She felt all alone all those years ago even when she went to the Autism support group to share her story. No one seemed to want to listen about not giving drugs to these children. Why would they? Here in Canada it was given freely. She was so blessed knew in her being she was doing the right thing for her little boy. She did have mothers get in touch with her who wanted to take the drug free approach. She was happy to share that's what filled her heart with such joy to help others in similar situations. 

Jenny explains it very well along with the other guest on the Larry King Show. She remembers getting in touch with the show after seeing a guest talking about autism and could relate to what was being said.  She had been through all of this with her son and wanted so desperately to get her story out there. Her anxiety, PTSD and having learning difficulties stopped her. While she was put on hold having these unbelievable feeling taking over her body. She stated shaking her throat was closing up felt she couldn't breathe and put the phone down. Didn't realize at the time she was having a panic attack. Childhood trauma

She would have many of them because at the time she was terrified of the dark, thank goodness she isn't anymore. This happened again when she thought she should get in touch with the Oprah show having people tell her she needed share her story. it was too difficult didn't like having the emphasis put on her made her very uncomfortable. She thinks there was another reason as well being an empath picking up energies she didn't want. 

She also didn't want to put her son out there autism was viewed differently and many didn't understand this syndrome back then. Even some teachers had treated her son terrible. Oh yes her mama bear came out it was horrible what her son went through. She felt it deep in her soul and had to protect him no matter what because she knew what that felt like.  Leave our children the innocent ones along that's all she is going to say for now. 

She will be putting in the near future part of a story she has written about a child being born into this world a Gift from God. How it affected the family  seeing their child wasn't the same anymore. The struggles, the heartache, not knowing what was wrong but she never gave up in helping her beautiful son.  No one believed in what she was doing at first, she didn't care, she had the knowing the insight like her mother had done for her.  Even though the umbilical cord had been cut he would be part of her no matter what and she would never, never give up on him so help me God...... 

She always felt she didn't belong here. Yes from another planet she lived on a different hemisphere. She finds what's best for her to keep herself grounded praying meditating and sharing. It's not always been easy finding what's right for her family. She always pushes through. If she hadn't she wouldn't be where she is today. That's the honest truth she doesn't like lies. That's why it has been very difficult the last thee years knowing you cannot trust the government and people in charge......

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