KIM'S STORY:  WHAT THEY WENT THROUGH AND FINDING
SOLUTIONS WITH PRAYER 🙏🏽 AND MEDITATION 

STRESSED NOW DEALING WITH A VIRUS that’s what happened to me, rundown not sleeping and taking care of myself. Not able to drink or eat for five days. Couldn’t swallow, I was getting a lot of saliva had to spit into a glass it was gross you have to do what you have to do. One of my clients who was a nurse said that was my body fighting the virus. What does that do to your body and immune system? Thank goodness my husband never got sick and he was with me most of the time taking care of me. He's a good nurse and has a caring nature and couldn’t get through to either of our doctors they must have been overwhelmed. You just get on with it that’s what I have always done going through many stresses. You learn this being on this earth for so long, it shall pass like it always does. Rainbow 🌈 she was sleeping with my husband and got more attached to him. I started seeing changes in him not working or not seeing his hockey buddies, he wasn't the same person anymore that was extremely heart breaking and stressful.

IT FELT LIKE I WAS BIPOLAR this was back in 2016 I couldn't cope I was in a lot of pain and stressed out. The reason why an operation had gone terrible wrong, it was to do with a deformity I was born with. Having Asperger's, ADD you do not do well with stress, the doctor I was seeing I had gone to her when my mother had passed. Seeing me overwhelmed with anxiety and mood swings feeling depressed. Everyone can go through them when in pain and being lied to it's hard to cope. The doctor was a kind and understanding thinking I might have Bipolar, it felt like the symptoms. Why was I going through all these emotions? Learning years later how the body holds on to vibrations from our passed, I certainly had a lot of them.  She was kind enough to  sent me to a specialised at the ....... who deals with Autism. I was properly diagnosed with (HFA) High Functioning Autism that year.  My Asperger's  which I like to call AURA. Having this syndrome if you do not look after yourself, being you are highly sensitive to your environment. This can cause all sorts of problems and behaviours. The reason why? We are not good when we do not have control of out environment it stresses us out, well it does me.  It's from our passed like I have mentioned. When I was a little girl a happy pretty little thing full of curiosity.  I'd sing and dance wanting to be a ballerina. Then somethings happened and I went into myself I became scared and full of anxiety. Don’t you think that stays in your nervous system even if you don’t remember all the experiences. It’s there in your being, deep in your soul. I was bullied, laughed at, put down at school caused me to become terribly anxious thinking I was ugly. All I wanted was to have friends and fit in and was extremely thin, very much in myself, a shy young girl with very low self esteem. One good thing that happened when my hormones were kicking in. I fought the big bully at school and she ran away and never came near me again.  That changed my outlook on life for the better and realising these bullies are cowards....

A LOOK* A NOISE* A  SMELL can set you off. I know it's happened to me when in pain and stressed out. I learned to put on a front to be able to cope living in this unfamiliar world of mine. I have done very well and had a very interesting life. Yes it became worse because of the lockdown, losing my Angel my little furry baby. Not seeing my clients, it’s not good for me to have too much time on my hands. I've never played the victim role, that's not me and not knowing any better so why would I. You just get on with it, that was the British way. The ones who put a smile on their face and look the happiest all the time they're usually hiding their insecurities and pain. Why? because they are empaths highly sensitive people. My mother was a great example of this and I have lots of stories about her on my website and in my novels I have been writing.

AS YOU GET OLDER  your long term memory gets better your short term for most not as good this is why the elderly can get disheartened, their brain chemistry changes. The neurotransmitters serotonin, dopamine and your hormones decline. The stress hormones cortisol get overloaded and you’ve heard that saying grumpy old man. Our brains get clog up with all the pollution, negativity and you can get depressed upset and unhappy. That’s why a lot of people turn to alcohol and drugs. I saw my mother go through her difficulties because of pain and things that happened to her. My mother was on prescription medication like most of the elderly. Yes you put a smile on your face for others, I had a great teacher my dear old mum. I became a very good actor to be able to live on this planet. As my mum would say; "you have no idea what others may be going through and think of the other persons feelings" Yes my mother was an empath. 

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THE REASON I AM SHARING Look what this pandemic has done how many have committed suicide, especially the young, it is an epidemic.  Seeing families and friends splitting up fear can do that and it seems the left are really good at this. There’s so much negativity around us today the world is a different place. I wanted to stay positive not be in pain and in despair.  I prayed 🙏🏽 and prayed 🙏🏽 for my heart to please help and give me answers knowing there were others out there suffering. I promised if I found help for my husband and myself and to get my confidence back. I would share like I did many years ago having an article in the newspaper how I was helping our son without medication. Doctors, psychiatrist, therapists got in touch with me they were very interested there wasn't that much info back then most ch. I wanting to help parents with special needs children who were extremely stressed out. Perhaps they were looking for the natural approach having a child, children or themselves experiencing problems with different symptoms  under the autism spectrum umbrella.

I THINK IN PICTURES THAT'S HOW I SURVIVED AS A CHILD
DRAWING PICTURE STORIES HOW I WANTED MY WORLD TO BE

 SINCE THIS VIDEO I PUT TOGETHER I HAVE LEARNED A LOT MORE ABOUT

THESE DISORDERS & SYNDROMES. YOU CAN BE MISDIAGNOSED.