Some will understand what Viviane is saying and the changes that are taking place as I do, many will not. I feel the changes I wake up at night sometimes feeling my body vibrating. I’ve always felt different never fitted in as a child. Other children didn’t understand me and were mean. I was overwhelmed when going to school I couldn’t learn the frequencies my body was absorbing shutting me down. I was very much connected to nature remember sitting in the dirt with my pretend friends, mesmerised, gazing at the caterpillars and butterflies. I’d sit for hour playing with them.  I liked the furry caterpillars would have them crawl on my hand up my arm. This was when I was four years of age, my brother three and a half years younger than me, he wouldn’t remember the rest centre. It was a blessing, moving into our very first council house in 1954.

 

After the Second World War there was no housing and living in the rest centre with other families and in a one room an old Victorian rundown home. My parents thought we were lucky having a fireplace, not really the coal was very toxic and especially for a baby. This was before the clean air act came into law in Great Britain if you google 1952 London England you will see what happen The Great Smog of London, I was two years old at the time. I have this story in one of my novels. It was extremely stressful for my parents not knowing when they would get out of this situation. My mother pregnant with me still working as a waitress standing on her feet all day. Her and her twin sister only 4.ft 11 in their stocking feet. She had left Manchester to start a new life after her devoice and in those days you were shunned if you left your husband.  People would walk on the other side of the street. My mother was quite a character she didn't care what people thought she did want she wanted which would upset her mother going to the Ritz she loved ballroom dancing. Once her divorce was final she left Manchester, that’s where she met my father at Houston Station.  A porter tall dark and handsome a Scotsman, he left Scotland at the age of sixteen. The reason being when he wasn't allowed to go out with a young girl with a different religion. She was catholic you couldn’t do that back then in Scotland it was forbidden. I could never understand that mentality when older why all this separation. We are all humans doing our very best it’s not normal I refuse to be brainwashed. I remember so clearly in 2010, I had a gentleman come to our home did live blood work. He told me I don't know how he knew, said he had never seen blood with such high frequency like mine. I didn't understand at the time but the more I learn the more I can relate to being a Star🌟 Seed when listening to Viviane's videos. Then David Clements meditations it's all making sense now. 

 

My mother sharing this with me a story how flabbergasted she was when I fell backwards at the top of our concrete stairs. She said she couldn’t believe her eyes I got up didn’t cry and went off to play like nothing had happened, had no bruises. It was bizarre seeing this, her little girl acting this way. Her having the knowing and knowledge she knew I was a different type of child needed her guidance and protection. I was a happy little soul my auntie said I would sing and dance all the time till one day everything changed she never saw me singing and dancing ever again. I went in myself becoming withdrawn and  very shy. On my mother’s side they were psychic, her twin sister clairvoyant read tealeaves, later in life had many clients come to see her. She was very good at her craft, back then I never understood this phenomena it scared me. This was because of my uncle he was high up in the Freemasons, and had some control over me.  A horrible person terrifying me, this stopped me being who I need to be. As well as other incidents that occurred in my life, yes our life lessons we go through. The good and not so good our dark side and we have to push through learning all that we can while we are here. I want to get it right this time don't won't to have to repeat my life again and again Amen. 

 

You hope the longer we are in this existence the wiser we become learning from our experiences with love in our hearts💞 it's hard sometimes because of our experiences and that reptilian part of the brain can take over, the fight or flight. We have had many lives before and many lives to come, some know exactly what I’m saying. The rest will catch up one day we are going through a lot of changes. If you are a highly sensitive soul you will feel everything so intensely I know I do. Keeping my frequency as high as possible it’s difficult sometimes I never give up how can I…..We are more than we think we are I will be sharing more soon. Thank you for reading God Bless🙏🏽 🥰

From my Heart Chakra 💚 to Yours.💫 💕🪐 👼 🐬 🪷❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 💖