​I’m not from here but came back for a reason and now I know why. I am a Star🌟Seed a Light💫Worker, very creative being a hairstylist. We are like therapists in a way if you are an empath. Having clients go out looking better than when they came their hair all washed and styled, nice and relaxed. One thing that brings me down is negativity when I used to have clients like that I would feel drained not realizing I was absorbing their frequency and could bring me pain and make me feel ill. I was always a loving soul and sensitive to my environment couldn’t understand when as a child, why people had to be so mean and cruel. I had to learn all these life lessons, feeling the pain the anxiety to be able to understand the evil there is on this planet. The Dark of the Soul the shadow side which can bring you crashing down. I needed the Light Bringing            to never give up in what I believe in, push through which I have always been able to do.  I became an empath feeling everything so deeply intensely it was difficult I didn't belong here. I had no choice, this was my mission not understanding back then why I was bullied, ostracized, all the things I had to go out through. As I matured and was developing I could see I was different, God made me this way to protect me. Not to go down the modelling pathway. I had many opportunities when I started blossoming became a pretty young lady and knew all the right people. That wasn't my destiny money and fame, I was looking for love and God had other plans for this young autistic child like me.

 

 

I was guided to FLFE I have seen a big difference bringing Life Force Energy into my existence. Not that I feel good all the time I still get my migraines I have one today very painful but needed to finish what I had started I'm feeling nauseous and meds didn't work I'm pushing through sometimes I don't know how I do it just shear will.  My past that can get activated and comes up sometimes but I handle it a lot better. Having Freemasons in my family on my father’s side, my grandfather I was told he was a grand Popha meaning he was high up in this secret organization. My dad left Scotland at sixteen years of age to go to London to live with his uncle in my novel I haven't had published I share, to find out he wasn’t his uncle  he was his ……… My father never got into Freemasons I know he was harmed physically by his father, he would beat him with a belt because he was defiant. I can’t say he was sexually harmed but my father was into porn. I have no idea where that came from was it in his being or did he see it around him, it could have been when he was in the army in Sicily, I have that story in my novel. My grandfather wanted him to be an engineer like himself, he wasn’t interested he wanted to be a football player and playing in the streets with the other kids in the neighborhood being the goalkeeper. I’m not sure if he went to school that often I know he liked his mother‘s gramophone player, listening to jazz music. He loved the movies and the first talking picture he saw was The Jazz Singer,  Al Jolson in black face. 

 

My father’s parents not being around that much it was a good thing in away, he could do as he pleased, had no love or gaudance given to him. His mother a strange woman apparently I didn’t like her and the first time I met her. She scolded me and I shouted I DON’T LIKE YOU! His father travelling the world, I have photos of him in Saudi Arabia in the oil fields teaching the Saudis how to drill for oil. He even came to Canada and taught the Canadians in Turner Valley, Alberta southwest of Calgary. It was the largest oil field in the British Empire at the time it was pushed to its peak production during the Second World War. The other photo I have of him, he’s in New York City standing in front of the Statue of Liberty. Apparently he was a ladies’ man had other women around the world usually high class prostitutes. There’s a lot more to this story and if you know about these secret societies it can be very dark once you get to the top. I do believe my cousin the oldest son of my father’s sister, must have had some sexual trauma. I felt something demonic happened to him and he was the one that came to live with us when I was five years old. I have shared that story on my website being molested by him and having no memory and how did I find out? Here’s the video I share that story and also some other thing. https://www.aura-resilient.com/new-page

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My uncle, who was married to my mum’s twin was high up in the Freemasons, would scare the living daylights out of me, he was a very cruel man and ended up running children’s homes. This was in the late 60s and 70s one was in Northampton. I lived with my auntie in Rushton before emigrating to Canada. She was a clairvoyant, very good at her craft had many clients came to see her. Thank goodness she was divorcing him and he wasn’t around, she was a very sickly child, my mother’s identical twin. My family and my life would have made a great soap opera it definitely wasn’t boring that's for sure. I have videos I share about my mum she was one of a kind very outspoken and stories living in London England me modelling and coming to Canada. My idol back then was Brigitte Bardot, she was the sex symbol and every hot blooded man's fantasy, John Lennon one of the Beatles was obsessed with her and women wanted to look like her. The swinging 60s in London England. Bardot passed last year 2025 at the age of 91 on December 25.  More info here https://www.aura-resilient.com/brigitte-barbot

I felt this negative energy the chaos and the solar flares all these ups and downs, mood swings I was experiencing, I did have trauma in my life as a child and when I was twenty years old I share that horrible incident in the video I have the link to. We do also bring our ancestors trauma with us as well, it’s in our DNA 🧬  I know it's in mine it has absolutely affected me and stress doesn’t help. I’ve had this for many years and suffering with migraines I have tried everything to stop them but living here in Ottawa in a valley everything settles here and the weather affects me. I can feel all this energy shifting, sometimes feeling like I was walking on a ship feeling wonky and at night my body vibrating. That never bothered me I knew what it was, what bothered me these feelings like I was being attacked I couldn’t do it any longer by myself. I needed support and help I was very blessed finding and bringing FLFE into my energy field and a positive protection around our property and my son’s iPhone. We do not use ours so I used his for his protection and unconditional love. Having this community of beautiful souls who are there for me when I need them. I know it’s not going to stop the stresses as I have mentioned I’m dealing with them better. I have to sometimes take my medicine otherwise I cannot function with this pain in my head but I know it’s will pass I’m grateful for that. I’m also blessed the loving soul who supports me check on me and calls if I would like to chat.  I'm so sensitive feeling the energy good or not so good that's why.  I’M EXTREMELY GRATEFUL 🙏🏽 I HAVE THIS LIFE FORCE ENERGY💫AND THEIR LOVING 🥰 COMMUNITY SUPPORTING ME

I have to be honest I do forget to drink my water sometimes, having a brain like mine, ADD and my migraines do not help. I know I will do better once back on the supplements and becoming more organized. It’s very important to nourish our body and souls with pure drinking water and electrolytes. I put in mine fulvic acid as well, I receive the fulvic from Rob who came into my life in 2023 my Star🌟Seed Soul Brother. I did draw his Star🌟Seed and how did that happened? My Star🌟Seed Soul Sister Julie she was my second Reiki Master teacher I met in 2001. She shared there was a guy coming to drop some fulvic acid off while she was with me getting her hair coloured and styled. There was a knock at the door I went to meet him and Julie introduced me to Rob. You know when you have that feeling a positive vibe, I was picking up on his frequency. I invited him in we were chatting and laughing and Julie said why don’t you draw his Star🌟 Seed and I did. Rob became my client, another lovely soul, we all try to get together, sometimes it works and other times it doesn't. From there I starting drawing more Star🌟Seeds. I have information on my website about Rob and Julie if you want to know more go here https://www.aura-resilient.com/julie-reiki

The good news I was able to find the peptides YTE with the ingredients like the ones we used to be on that was a blessing in disguise. I was doing everything in my power to bring in a high frequency, lifting my energy higher and higher. I couldn’t live the way I was feeling powerless a lot of the time, not able to sleep, getting anxious and angry some of the times. That was my reptilian part of my brain, the fight or flight flaring up. This wasn’t me, I’m a loving caring and kind soul. I needed to get back to where I was when I first started learning Reiki, it felt fantastic. I could feel the beautiful light💫 protecting and surrounding me with such unconditional love. It was AMAZING🤩I was living on a different hemisphere with Beauty🥰 Peace 🕊️Tranquility🪷 and most of all Love 🫶