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I was watching this video this morning, I woke up at 4.30.am couldn't go back to sleep, I felt I needed to see and connect and came across Joe Rogan. This interview with Gregg Braden. Guess what? he was talking about neurons. It’s all making more sense what my mother said in my dream when asking "will I be with her one day". I’m already with her, our loved ones never leave us, this was amazing it was still dark in the bedroom, I’m laying relaxing listening to what Gregg was saying fascinating. Then all of a sudden this loud crash and glass breaking, the poor doggies were sleeping and awoke to this loud noise. Little Rainbow 🌈is shaking and barking I picked her up and couldn’t understand, what was that? and put the light on. 

 

It’s strange this also happened to me nearly two years ago, I had gone to the bathroom when walking back to bed it's very dark and a loud crash. It's amazing there I was calm never scared the wrought iron screen in front of the fake fireplace had fallen, it was very loud, like this time. As before Michel came rushing into the bedroom looking concerned he thought I had fell down the stairs again. What was that? he said. The picture I had put up and when it fell looked like the bottom of the frame had broken. Did it bother me? No not at all so many things have happened in the bedroom hearing and seeing strange things and twice seeing ghosts, which is a frequency energy I’m seeing. Once when my mother had passed I had woke up very distressed I'd had a dream. Michel was holding me as I looked up saw this smoky vision flowing through the door. I'm hyperventilating missing her terribly I felt lost. I wanted to be with her and very confused full of anxiety. Did I really see what I saw? There is more to this story but won’t share it right now. 

 

Then when Michel and I were doing a Freemason prayer. The reason why I thought we were cursed, one stress after another very confused extremely overwhelming for me. Being highly sensitive it's hard dealing with stress. Why was I having all these feeling and this terrible anxiety coming over me. What was happening? I'd remembered when my grandfather from Scotland was staying with my family soon after we moved into our council flat. This was in the middle 50s London England a horrible incident occured to my brother. My client who's a Christian had shared something about this, me being  inquisitive I had learned more about this secret society. This is where I came across a man in New Zealand, he had wrote a book about Freemasons it was a best seller Unmasking Freemasonry. I started investigating and researching learning as much as I could, I had to find out more. My grandfather on my father’s side of the family being high up in this organization in Scotland. Also my uncle and some other people I knew in my family were Freemasons. We were going through a lot of stress finding out about our son’s ex business partner, that was extremely overwhelming and shocking. It did make us ill that's what happens when angry it affects your body, especially when you do not have control over a situation. As a mother you never want to see your children suffer, it was very difficult when you have known this person for many years and to take advantage of someone you love. that's another story perhaps will share once this is over and done with.

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In the middle of the prayer 🙏🏽 our son came into the bedroom we stopped to listen to what he had to say. I actually saw a luminescent white figure right next to him, it looked like an older gentleman with a long white beard was this his guardian an angel? It was so serial and comforting, spiritual. When he left I asked my husband did he see what I saw, no he didn’t. I have heard noises in the bedroom one morning sitting on the bed I heard three knocks on the flour it was quite loud. My husband was downstairs I did go and asked him did he hear it? Again no he said and went back to the bedroom. This time I heard three more knocks even louder, I know it was my spirit guides trying to get my attention and sometimes I’m not listening second guessing myself. Yes it comes from our childhood trauma and things we have experienced through our life path. You are here for a reason and can get triggered, we all have a shadow side *Dark and Light *Ying and Yang *Happy Sad *Black and White. *Up and Down. I have to try and keep myself balanced this is why I brought all these beautiful elements into my healing room. 

 

I had seen my little Angel doggie when she passed I have that story on my website somewhere. She has come quite a few times a smoky violet haze and when she passed in my arms I was devastated didn’t want to let her go. Cradled her in my arms all night long next to my heart chakra, I knew if I let go the warmth from my body she would go stiff like a porcelain doll. Her vibrations had left her body no longer here physically but her spirit was still with me.  I saw her image once in the family room that’s where I see indigo lights and orbs. When she first passed, I saw them very strongly dancing around the room then they disappeared for a while. Since I’ve been doing a lot of meditating and love David's meditation series under my copper pyramid. Opening my heart chakra a connection, the love I felt was amazing, seeing the indigo lights dancing, I was laughing and full of joy. When you mediated to David's meditations it lifts that heart 💖felt connection for me to a higher realm being Arcturian 💎 Crystalline Star🌟Seed