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She Didn't Have a Voice When She Was Young
Like All These Other Children
WHO WALKED THROUGH THEIR OWN FIRE
A&E Documentaries Secrets of Playboy
ANYONE WHO HAS GONE THROUGH TRAUMA THEMSELVES,
RAPE, MOLESTATION, ABUSE KNOWS HOW THESE CHILDREN
FEEL & MOST LIKELY SUFFER FROM PTSD
Why is she so passionate about getting this information out? This could have been her, growing up in the swinging 60s in London, England, she was blessed to have a mother like hers. She gave her daughter the knowing to validate herself and not to let anyone put her down. It didn't happen overnight but when her hormones kicked in slowly things started to change. She did have some bad experiences, her uncle terrifying her when a little girl, being molested at five years old and some other incidents and constantly being bullied at school. It didn't help having to wear a patch over her National Health glasses on her left eye. The reason why she had a Strabismus and her mother wanted it corrected her little girls problem. She was hopeless at PE a clucks and it was hard to get her breathe when running born with a deformity. She couldn't connect like the other children, in a fog of confusion, a bubble not able to break through. She was fortunate her mother never gave up on her and taught her young daughter many great lessons. Her mother had wisdom and unbelievable insight, she was like no other mother back then that she knew of. She started to blossom and was doing pretty well then this happened. When she was twenty and modelling and having her first picture in the newspapers, so naive and a horrible, horrific incident occurred. It was devastating but like all young girls, she thought it was her fault and never told anyone and remember this was back then. No internet or cell phones and she was dyslexic and couldn't read. Not knowing God was looking after her and had made her this way. To protect her and not let her go down that avenue that she could have easily persuade. It will not make sense till you know her whole story.
She was a pretty girl and had an opportunity to be in the Playboy magazine or even a Bunny. After all this was the swinging 60s in London England. She was working in the center of the big city where all the action was taking place. Thank heavens she never became a Bunny anyway she was never interested in money or being around the famous and rich. Didn't like being stared at that made her feel very uncomfortable in her own skin or told what to do. She definitely walked to the beat of her own drum. Had no idea what other incidents could have occurred especially after watching the Playboy Documentary, it was bloody shocking. That reptilian part of her brain saved her many a time, the fight and flight. Even though she was tiny framed, just just over over 5ft 4 in her stocking feet. She knew when to fight and when to flee but unfortunately that didn't happen all the time being naive and trusting. Those feeble weak minded men know who to go after the innocent. Why? They are cowards these predators they cannot handle a real woman that's why they go after children. The internet has made it worse with pornography it's everywhere for these children to see.....
It's shocking how those Playboy Bunnies were treated used and abused they were not even allowed to see a doctor it was forbidden. She had been taken to the Playboy private night club in London. This was in the late 60s by a boyfriend who was a member. Watching this documentary it's disgusting these men who get into power. The drugs, sex abuse it's all coming out, you cannot believe the depravity these sickos get up to. It's unbelievable what they can get away with. The truth will always prevail in the end that they hide from the public. Just like what's happening and going on today. The 60s generation was a different era for women, especially for the working class girl in Great Britain.
1971 the photographer Brian Aris took this picture for the Daily Mirror newspaper and it got her noticed, she was on her way to a modelling career. Brian wanted to book her with a very well known magazine they liked her looks and would be modeling jewelry. She had to turn it down she was very upset in fact devastated at the time. It was a Godsend in away, it wasn't her destiny. God had a different path for this young autistic girl. Taking her on this extraordinary journey and having people along the way come into her life at the right moment learning her life lessons,
Brian was always very respectful towards her
She did photographic modelling she wasn't tall enough for the runway
Came across this Australia's 60 mins Documentary
Models being Raped, Sexually Abused and Treated like Trash
Watching this video was extremely upsetting for her she knows how these women were feeling and were treated and now they are letting it all out which is so important. Some of these models as young as fifteen, fourteen and some even younger, raped and abused by this disgusting monster who ran the famous modelling agency in France, Gerard Marie. You can't call him a man, he's an evil narcissistic pedophile and needs to be locked away and to throw away the key. Like all those other pedos: Weinstein, Epstein, and the Clinton's should be amuse them and all the other's will be found, they are coming after you. They come across so charming but manipulating at the same time, they are predators going after the innocent and vulnerable. They are cowards and want control, it gives them power and money is there God they can be bought off. They have no empathy it's all about their needs that's why they can rape, shame, abuse young girls and even boys, have no regrets. Will keep repeating their sinful ways unless they are stopped by the law, unfortunately a lot of these people in high places cover for them, Why? They get paid, blackmailed or even killed if they speak up and that's why they keep their mouths shut.
A DISGUSTING PEDOPHILE GERARD MARIE. HE'S NOT GOING TO
GET AWAY WITH IT ANY LONGER. A ENERGY THAT WILL GO FAR
AND WIDE STOPPING THIS DEPRAVATY. BUILD UP A HIGHER FREQUENCY GETTING THIS INFORMATION OUT. MORE AND
MORE WILL LEARN ABOUT THIS EVIL IT HAS TO STOP!
HE WILL BE CAUGHT THE AROGANT BASTARD
LIKE THE REST OF THEM
If you have that attitude not to blame and as her mom would say; you just get on with it, that was the British way. Then where do you turn? You look inside yourself and that's where you get your strength from. It will make you stronger and you hope you learn by your experiences and you carry on. Wisdom comes when you're older, you have to walk through the fire to get to the other side. That's why the people who are speaking up have the knowing, the knowledge and walked through their own fire and turmoil, sharing their stories and beliefs with passion to the world from their own heartfelt feelings deep in their souls. If they were blessed and not been killed or to take their own lives by committing suicide. Sometimes when growing up we don't always realize why we feel and do the things we do. The reason why? It's buried deep in our souls waiting to be unlocked and to understand ourselves.
The Poem She wrote After Her
Horrible Frightening Experience
Her Inner Feelings
Today my eyes were open to what the world's about. It
is a cruel, an inner bitterness I feel within my body, tears
within my heart. Though I shall live through the years.
Bitter I may seem, a shallow feeling with despair.
Mistakes I have made a few, I will live with them,
though my head is spinning, my Breathing
crushing my heart. The weeping tears
drown my sorrow though
life must go on
Added AMEN Because God Loves You
Your Heavenly Father
You Will See Some of HerWords are Repeated
In Her Information She Shares.
You may see some mistakes being dylexic and anyone knows who has this disorder or what ever you want to call it. It can be taxing going over and over making sure very thing is ok, if there are mistakes so let be it no one is perfect.
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