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SHARING HER FEELINGS BACK IN 2020 TURNING 70
Sharing her feelings about her surgery and going blond again. Her anxiety, getting older, like a fine red wine, also issues coming up. It's hard sometimes with Kim's migraines and body pain, yes from our past and learning so much along the way. She knew she wouldn't have fitted in the modelling and movie industry. How Hollywood isn't what you think it is and being famous, they have their insecurities. Her book that she hasn't finished and has no idea when. Her husband knows how she needs to have someone to understand and takes care of her. Autistic, has Asperger's which she calls Aura and some other things she shares. Kim was properly diagnosed in her 60s Since this video was taken a lot has happened in her life with the pandemic. Losing her doggie Angel, getting sick and lots of stress and and pain. Everything changed and sometimes not for the better. You learn to cope like she always has in these difficult times. But! like always she turns it around to a positive. 
As you will see in these videos it's not glamorous modelling they are used and abused. Kim has gone through her own suffering born and with deformities. In the 70s was operated on, her sternum broken turned around. A metal bar put in her it was dame right painful, overwhelming  what she endured. After her first surgery she had to go back and have the metal bar taken out and more work done. This was reconstructive surgery something she was born with pectus excavatum her sternum leaning on her lungs. A proceeder was preformed six months later an operation to fix her other deformity and having the metal bar taken out. She kept those secrets hidden never told no one not even her mother till she broke down crying and went into a depression. This is when she opened up having to turn down two great opportunities that came her way and not able to move forward.
LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS VICTORIA SECRET MODEL BECAUSE SHE SPOKE UP. SHOCKING!

Her modelling career was taking off, Brian Aris getting her a photo shoot in a well known magazine and being asked to be in PlayBoy, she he will not go into all of that. This is why Kim understands and has empathy for others and will share her story when the time is right. All the operations these plastic surgeons had performed on her a lot of the times she felt like a piece of meat and what a mess they made of her. Being a working class girl you didn't have top surgeons they were learning, her first operation was at Guy's teaching hospital when they sewed her up with a thick black cotton stitches and all her skin was puckered.  She was in shock but at least she felt better about herself not feeling like a freak. Felt normal wearing her bras and bikinis not having to worry. Then something wonderful happened and walked away from modelling.
KIM'S STORY BEING MOLESTED AT FIVE YEARS OLD
RAPED WHEN TURNING TWENTY HOW IT AFFECTED HER 

Her modelling career was taking off, Brian Aris getting her a photo shoot in a well known magazine and being asked to be in PlayBoy, she he will not go into all of that. This is why Kim understands and has empathy for others and will share her story when the time is right. All the operations these plastic surgeons had performed on her a lot of the times she felt like a piece of meat and what a mess they made of her. Being a working class girl you didn't have top surgeons they were learning, her first operation was at Guy's teaching hospital when they sewed her up with a thick black cotton stitches and all her skin was puckered.  She was in shock but at least she felt better about herself not feeling like a freak. Felt normal wearing her bras and bikinis not having to worry. Then something wonderful happened and walked away from modelling.
VICTORIA A 60S SURVIVOR SHE'S A VERY COURAGEOUS WOMAN 
THESE FAMOUS MEN ARE SICK IN THE HEAD NOW THEY ARE
NOT GETTING AWAY WITH THIS ANYMORE. WOMEN ARE STANDING UP FINDING THEIR VOICES THANK GOODNESS!!
 EPSTEIN"S VICTIMS SPEAKING UP
GETTING THEIR POWER BACK
 
 A&E Documentaries Secrets of Playboy
It's shocking how those Playboy Bunnies were treated used and abused they were not even allowed to see a doctor it was forbidden. She had been taken to the Playboy private night club in London. This was in the late 60s by a boyfriend who was a member. Watching this documentary it's unbelievable how these men are animals who get into power. The drugs, sex abuse it's all coming out, you cannot believe the depravity these sickos get up to. It's shocking  what they can get away with. The truth will always prevail in the end that they hide from the public. Just like what's happening and going on today. The 60s  generation was a different era for women, especially for the working class girl in Great Britain. 
HAVING AUTISM AND ADD BEING PRETTY KIM HAD AN AURA ABOUT HER. A QUALITY OF BEING  A FREE SPIRIT DIFFERENT, UNIQUE AND HONEST.  WALKED TO THE BEAT OF HER OWN DRUM. NO ONE TELLING HER WHAT TO THINK AND DO. IF YOU ARE BLESSED TO HAVE THE RIGHT PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU. IF NOT CAN GO DOWN THE WRONG AVENUE GET INTO DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. BEING NAIVE SOMETIMES CAN BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BY MEN WITH NO GOOD INTENTIONS. YOU SEE IT ALL THE TIME IN MODELLING, HOLLYWOOD THE MUSIC INDUSTRY LOOK AT ALL THAT'S COMING OUT. THE DIDDY STORY HIS TRIAL ABOUT CHILD TRAFFICKING. IT'S BEEN GOING ON FOREVER CAN'T HIDE IT ANY LONGER WITH THE INTERNET AND PODCASTERS INTERVIEWING PEOPLE

THOSE PREDATORS KNOW WHO TO GO AFTER AND A LOT OF TIMES THE FEMALES WHO HAVE HAD SEXUAL TRAUMA IN THEIR LIVES. BEING MOLESTED AND RAPED, IT DOES GO TO YOUR NERVOUS SYTERM. KIM KNOWS FROM EXPERIENCE THE ANXIETY, PAIN AND SHAME SHE HAD SUFFERED. SHE WAS VERY FORTUNATE SHE DIDN'T TAKE THIS PATH OF FAME. THERE WAS A REASON AND AS SHE SAYS GOD WAS LOOKING AFTER HER MADE HER THIS WAY TO PROTECT HER.  IT'S NOT BEEN EASY BUT MY GOD IT MAKES YOU STRONGER.   
CHILDHOOD TRAUMA
It's amazing How She Got to
Where She is Today ?

This Should have Been Her Song 

She'd wander all over the streets of London and had no idea how others saw her. These were some of the places she would go and you will see them in the video. She went to worked at Piccadilly in 1968 and this video brings back great memories. Coming and going on the Underground being packed in like sardines that's something she didn't like. Loved working in the big city and many a time being picked up by a date after work. She liked this song when it first came out and can relate to it now. The Swinging 60s what a time to be living in for this young pretty autistic girl. She had no idea how attractive she was being in a bubble a world of her own existence, that she liked better. 
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Photo taken by Brian Aris 1970
hot pants were all the rage

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Girl Friend of Hugh Hefner
Kim Remembers Being Taken To The PlayBoy Club and How the Bunnies did Their Little Bunnies Dip When Surveying The Men Who Had To Be Members
 Holly's She Stands Up To What
She Believes In. She's Not A phony
Holly's video interview she can see her autism, her natural way of thinking and coming across. That's why all those years ago when Kim made her third videos there was no one talking about autistic females being sexy and sensual. She was the first one sharing her experiences and her idol was Brigitte Bardot more info here....
Her Brigitte Bardot look She wanted to look like her
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She thought this was interesting, more and more women who were attractive like her are being diagnosed with Autism.  As She mentioned she was asked to be in PlayBoy in the early 70s. There was no way she could, she wanted to be back then believe it or not.  That was her dream she always wanted to be like those beautiful sexy women she saw in her dad's magazines. She had the looks and now feeling more confident but had a secret and had to turn all these opportunities down that were coming here way. Then today Dec 10th 2023 she comes across Holly Madison the Playboy bunny who lived with Hugh Hefner. She was one of Hefner's girlfriends in The Girl Next Door on Netflix 2007. She never watched the series she was 57 when they were filming.  That time in her life her mother had passed that year she was with her in the hospital with her family on her last day being on this earth. She has written about this it's very hard losing a loved one but knew it was her time didn't want her to suffer anymore 
 
34 still love being in front of the camera. A profession photographer took this picture
The Swinging 60s and 70s London
1971 the photographer Brian Aris took this picture for  the Daily Mirror newspaper and it got her noticed, she was on her way to a modelling career. Brian wanted to book her with a very well known magazine they liked her looks and would be modeling jewelry. She had to turn it down she was very upset in fact devastated at the time. It was a Godsend in away, it wasn't her destiny. God had a different path for this young autistic girl. Taking her on  this  extraordinary journey and having people along the way come into her life at the right moment learning her life lessons,
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Brian was always very respectful towards her 
First picture Brian Aris took liked her look 1970 The second 1971 She did photographic modelling she wasn't tall
enough for the runway. It's a pity they didn't take selfies in her day she would have had some incredible photos
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photos for my 3 video 2013 017 - Copy -
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He took photos of the rich the royals and well known people in the music industry and movies stars. Brian had taken many a picture of her seemed to like her looks being photogenic. She felt very comfortable in his presence, he was a good guy and could see why he did so well.  Brian got her a photo shoot in a well know magazine she was starting to be recognized after her photo was in the newspaper, "Caption Cheeky" She was going places and she met all the right people to become well known. She had the looks and came alive in front of the camera. That wasn't her destiny there was a reason why.

Rock Stars Exhibition features work by leading UK photographers Brian Aris,
Blondie Exhibition London 2023 

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Brian Aris Took This photo 1971 Daily Mirror

HER MUM WAS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED TO CUT HOLES IN HER HOTPANTS. SHE WAS ONE OF A KIND BORN BEFORE HER TIME. SHE WAS MORE LIKE A SISTER THAN A MOTHER. THIS WAS THE AGE OF AQUARIUS  

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